The thing about me is I care too much. I can’t act like things don’t affect me. I can’t sit around and pretend things are alright- but most of all I can’t brush things off and say I don’t feel because I feel too much. Sometimes it’s my best quality, but tonight it’s my worst.

The problem with getting totally shitfaced on a Monday night is I end up spending all of Tuesday totally hungover and sleep until 6 PM. Now it’s 3 in the morning, I work open to close tomorrow and I can’t fall asleep even though I know I need to be awake in less than four hours.

Brittany and I were awake until 3 AM blowing 250 balloons up to fill Kat’s room since she’s graduating tonight. We went behind her back to get 6 extra tickets and were all going to go and surprise her. It feels really good to go all out for one of my roommates because I know how happy she’ll be. I know how upset she is because her dads not going to be there to see her walk but having her second family there will hopefully make up for it. I know Brit and Kat would do the same for me and it feels great to know I have people in my life who care that much about my happiness. It’s easily the best feeling in the world to make the people you love happy and know they’d do the same for you.