I downloaded tinder ((judge me)) with no intentions of actually talking to anyone on there but I just want to say yes to hot guys and have the satisfaction of some of them saying yes back to me. I also like to laugh at people for being weird//awkward//extremely forward.
are drinking wine right from the
bottle and I know the length you
like to keep your fingernails. You
are cute when you hum to music
and think no one is listening. I
like to watch your hands when
you are talking on the phone and
imagining I’m the only person in
the world who knows these details.
If you ever go missing, I will
describe you to the police by
explaining the way your breath
sounds and how your jaw looks
when you are laughing. "
you left me so suddenly
that the insides of me felt scraped clean
and i was trying to stitch myself together with
shaky hands and bad dreams and
i was so
fucked up about it
one night even though i don’t ask for things
i texted you and begged you
to please come back because
everything reminds me of the way
that you feel and you told me
“go write some of that awful goddamn
poetry you never left me out of
why not write about this heartbreak
at least it’s something new”
no matter how hard i bite down
even these words
taste of you.